when I was 10 years old I liked
listening to
Power of love
total eclipse of my heart
or the winner takes it all
spinning in circles
through the living room

you see
if you open yourself up
which also means
if you break for others to see
and tell them what has happened

they will not say anymore
it was your own fault
they will say
Of course I believe you
but they will still act
as if it was your own fault

we call this
rhetorical modernisation

I will say this blantly
it would be easier to fight
if you would still say openly
that it is our fault
maybe you could write

a sequel to the dolphins

were the offenders are the victims
because the have not met the right one yet
who will cure them
from every abusive behaviour
(still betraying her in their free time,
because every one needs … )

You see I still spin in circles
reading Seduction and Betrayals
& listenting to ballads
in my parents living room
but at least
I do not believe anyone
anymore