bats in
the sky
flying high
and free
me on a walk
alone

after a
years
long summer
I crave
the fog
wuthering drops
on top
breathing
fresh air

you wear
black
I’ll wear
this smile
for you
for a lifetime
not always
on the outside
still my
heart is
on my right
sleeve
where your
hand touched
me
just for a
slight moment
of time

you know
what I
mean
I’m yours
you’re mine
don’t we
ever tell
we search
for heaven
while living
in hell
nobody should
condemn you
for loving
what you
feel
when you’re
with me

underneath
stubborn clouds
crumbling ceilings
and the tone
of our hearts
which beat
in mere
synchronicity
we may
be lost
but we
found
each other
within
ourselves
crosshearted
phantoms
beaten
by our
own blood
with you
water is thicker
anyways
trails
of longing
fellow feeling

oh my god

look me
in the eyes
just for
once
see
what you’ll
find
I’m tired
of holding
back
matter of
fact
I’m no
good
in hiding
things
not
nearly as
bad as you
so who
will be the
first to
speak
the truth

you are
the greyish
bat
right
over my
head
seems like
my body
is your
map
I am
the light
that shines
through
you are
my companion
come day
come night
afraid of
getting too
close
but never
letting
me go

god no

you don’t
have to
lie to
me
all the
time
I cried
because of
you
a hundred
thousand
times
death after
death
I’m still
alive
for you
no disillusionment
I’ll forever
turn
you into
something
you
are not
I want
you so much
so I’m
lying
to myself
all the
fucking
time

you don’t
have
to