I drank 2 aperol and lost myself in daydreams
I swam in icecold water
I opened myself up
I have decided something
I don’t know what it’s called
Something did get cold
Maybe it was my ability to thrive

I came into a room, and someone told me
you were not supposed to be here
speaking out loud something many
have thought before
she was not supposed to be here

how did this happen

                        who let her slip through

Maybe I will climb something

            Like a mountain or a building