I forgot if I am
a mermaid or a robot
feeling wet and connected
at the same time

I wrote 20 to-do-points on
4 post-its. how many did
I write on 1 post-it.

if I answer your mail please do not
answer me back immediately
maybe in like 5 years would be fine

otherwise it feels like all my work was for nothing
being back in the same situation as before
I have to answer you (we already had that it is no fun)

I dreamed that the sea
will swallow me and
I could not swim

maybe this is all for the best
and I probably shouldn’t have watched
so much Buffy the vampire slayer when
I had Covid for the first time (2022)

I am so tired of being human

the wind is so loud outside my windows

the monsters I choose are made of
jelly and candy floss

I ate 2 eggs today now thinking I have to vomit

blubb

said the mermaid