Kategorie: balkonage
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it is written
there is sth in my mindwatching the waves and you think of sth blueand I think of sth darkso dark it draws you in and you close your eyes before mebecause you do not want to seehow it’s getting dark whileyou’re sinking in and I want to hold you butevery time I try my body…
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tired of being human
I forgot if I am a mermaid or a robotfeeling wet and connectedat the same time I wrote 20 to-do-points on4 post-its. how many did I write on 1 post-it. if I answer your mail please do notanswer me back immediatelymaybe in like 5 years would be fine otherwise it feels like all my work…
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detached or content
my left heel hurts every time I take a stepand sth cracks in my footin an irregularitywhich makes it hard for meto predict when it willjust hurt and when it will also I am surrounded by stonesand have a jellyfish on my right legyou know sth has changed(it was always there but now it shows)between…
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now broken
carving names into candles& glass that does not breakeven when I throw it I could google how longit takes a tea light to burn down(but I guess it is like 3 hours or soand I also do not really want to know) my chart says my moon is in pisces(which is real bad I guess,…
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thrive
I drank 2 aperol and lost myself in daydreamsI swam in icecold waterI opened myself upI have decided somethingI don’t know what it’s calledSomething did get coldMaybe it was my ability to thrive I came into a room, and someone told me you were not supposed to be herespeaking out loud something manyhave thought before…
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confusion
my text is condensed waterit befalls you, makes you wetand sticky (I will not apologizefor being a fluid trap searching for surfacesI can capture myself on) probably this is alla misunderstanding a spiral the words, the texts, the worldI am having problems finding into a form being concrete as a wall would be- so you…
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I feel like I’m dissolving into the void
you should like hold me really hard and fix me with your hands and eyesso that I can stop spiraling sometimes I just eatto vomit like the world is how disgusting men are I would love to take you into my brainso you could feel everything I feeland know everything I know and then maybe…
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eclipse season
maybe it is not good to stand next to me at a bar / at a reading / at the hairdresser there are better people to stand next to m has translated me to mi cabeza quiere estar sin mí I do not understand it, but I know the meaning trying not to call you…
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streichen
es ist immer das linke ohrich flüstere steine (& stelle mir vor wie ich am boden aufschlage) are you having a good time die erschöpfung wohnt zwei stunden weiter manchmal rufst du mich einfach so an & ich hebe einfach so ab das glas war zu voll das popcorn salzig weil salz gut istdas wetter…
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sth to be proud about
don’t forget I am such a bitchand well good luck babeI want to read books about stones and collective stones andI am printing with purpleand fluo pinkthere is a picture of me4 years oldmy arms in a weird poseeverything is full with colorand I am smilingI was a bitch back thenas I am nowmen crumble…
Die gelbe Tapete 