Kategorie: réverbère
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neglected ornaments
can’t deny it was one of our better ideas to turn the table into an altar where my abortion took place (having no living room, everything we did happened in the kitchen) I wouldn’t have trusted anyone other with this pre-life than you, cleaning instruments and blessing me to keep smiling: I have never…
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purple tie
it’s all in this box, isn’t it during your shift you were so unbearably lovesick that you threw up those ballads and accidentally flushed them down the years – just great, absolutely brilliant, now all we have is these memories of strangers, polaroids we are yet to make sense of, but it is that simple:…
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dream, for T.
when you left to join the anarchists in a secret underground network I thought I’d never hear from you again. Then you sent me a letter. I didn’t know your address, couldn’t write back. I thought you had walked for days through the muddy land, through tunnels in the earth. Then you came to see…
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the sudden death of dignity
I sometimes wonder why your wife killed herself and how she did it; took the car and drove off to the coast, that’s all I know with a friend I talk about the many woman artists who move to Cornwall to die in poverty when I think about it, the most complex, most beautiful relationships…
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dreams in the doll house
I have seen my heroes dying, Nora tells her diary, which is as good as telling her twin sister, who looks just like Nora, who will read it anyway. My heroes look nothing like my husband, she writes, but all of them are men. At night the sharp angles of the house grow mice teeth…
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bubblegum soup
the nicest thing you ever did was turn me into a boy though you didn’t mean well by it, not by a long shot you were simply greedy for femininity and we sipped bubblegum soup together cold and sparkly; no one was home I painted a face once, the prototype of female evil, all the…
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RARE non stretched version
just one fix singt Al Jourgensen und ich weiß wovon er spricht heute habe ich Lust auf Sehnsucht & einen größeren Wortschatz ich möchte unbedingt etwas mit verbrochen schreiben & flimmern vermeiden ständig zerschmettere ich Gläser ärgere mich nicht ich denke in Maßen an dich und dass es mir gar nichts ausmacht vor dir es…
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quantum entanglement
you are the most remarkable boy I ever met, all the more so because you don’t care for that title unlike the vain brats about whom we laugh our connection goes deeper than anything and I still love you past idiots deemed them- selves important, but 7 years was like nothing, and I was over…
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dead angle / hark
I pray to you only because your name sounds so good. ere I adhere to that rhythm I know it’s an archangel infection, the one I give in to. // cut to another // you were like a scissor to me the one that worked blisters every day another opportunity to say some of my…
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this is limbo
how soft must flesh be to be eaten by worms how soft Satan lies in his ravenous sleep when witch tongues eat him out on Walpurga’s Eve how soft how resist at an entrance like this, initiation abyss I would quietly go cold on my way down my veins ain’t a sacrifice game a bereavement…
Die gelbe Tapete 