Kategorie: réverbère
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für das Leben, aber welches
ungeplant ist nicht gleich ungewollt aber ungewollt ist immer ungeliebt dafür gehen sie demonstrieren Leiderzwinger denn es muss sein wie es immer gewesen: gestört kann Leben auch auf andere Weise interessant werden um sich das auszumalen fehlt ihnen die Phantasie überrascht mich nicht, denn: ihr Gott ist auch unkreativ
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geheime Domäne
gestern jemanden getroffen, der mich an dich erinnert und sofort in Leidenschaft entbrannt what about the earrings? what about the drinking? what about making art to be loved? ich habe eine Theorie über Paare die sie nicht mögen werden noch ein Buch gelesen von einem dieser Journalisten über 50, die über Subkultur schreiben was ist…
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ubi caritas et amor
I wake up as your gay lover you are not famous yet, your hair is long and black (as is mine) your face not yet guarded and with those vulnerable eyes you tell me about yourself how you can’t help but strip the dignity off people until you’ve used them up it’s a terrible thing…
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neglected ornaments
can’t deny it was one of our better ideas to turn the table into an altar where my abortion took place (having no living room, everything we did happened in the kitchen) I wouldn’t have trusted anyone other with this pre-life than you, cleaning instruments and blessing me to keep smiling: I have never…
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purple tie
it’s all in this box, isn’t it during your shift you were so unbearably lovesick that you threw up those ballads and accidentally flushed them down the years – just great, absolutely brilliant, now all we have is these memories of strangers, polaroids we are yet to make sense of, but it is that simple:…
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dream, for T.
when you left to join the anarchists in a secret underground network I thought I’d never hear from you again. Then you sent me a letter. I didn’t know your address, couldn’t write back. I thought you had walked for days through the muddy land, through tunnels in the earth. Then you came to see…
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the sudden death of dignity
I sometimes wonder why your wife killed herself and how she did it; took the car and drove off to the coast, that’s all I know with a friend I talk about the many woman artists who move to Cornwall to die in poverty when I think about it, the most complex, most beautiful relationships…
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dreams in the doll house
I have seen my heroes dying, Nora tells her diary, which is as good as telling her twin sister, who looks just like Nora, who will read it anyway. My heroes look nothing like my husband, she writes, but all of them are men. At night the sharp angles of the house grow mice teeth…
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bubblegum soup
the nicest thing you ever did was turn me into a boy though you didn’t mean well by it, not by a long shot you were simply greedy for femininity and we sipped bubblegum soup together cold and sparkly; no one was home I painted a face once, the prototype of female evil, all the…
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RARE non stretched version
just one fix singt Al Jourgensen und ich weiß wovon er spricht heute habe ich Lust auf Sehnsucht & einen größeren Wortschatz ich möchte unbedingt etwas mit verbrochen schreiben & flimmern vermeiden ständig zerschmettere ich Gläser ärgere mich nicht ich denke in Maßen an dich und dass es mir gar nichts ausmacht vor dir es…
Die gelbe Tapete 