chronology of shame | #14

Context: https://diegelbetapete.com/2026/08/17/chronlogy-of-shame-pretext/

His friend moved in with him and naturally, they fuck. When he told me, it didn’t mean much to me. When he told me how compatible they are, I felt my heartbeat rising, my throat tensing, my eyes blinking rapidly and heating up. I felt unsure. For the first time since we met each other, we were no longer special for me. Our compatibility was being contested by another person, I felt my role contested and under attack.

We talked it all through. And although only time will show where this new development leads, our talk was what I needed. Never has anyone spent so much time to share their feelings and intentions with me.

I feel good about us.

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