Context: https://diegelbetapete.com/2026/08/17/chronlogy-of-shame-pretext/

This night I had some very strange dreams. Somewhere in the middle, I dreamed that he said to me he only wanted to see me again in my best healthy shape, and in the other, just before waking up, it was like a school trip setting and there was a session on sex that I couldn’t attend – I don’t remember the reason. I got a dog instead. The dog coud talk. On the next day, I wanted to sit close to my class mates, but there was no room for me. I felt so excluded. I told them that I felt excluded. They were sitting on puffs. I sat down in some hallway and two came by to tell me how they made the puffs and that I could sit on one if I wanted. I still woke up feeling nauseous.

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